Happy 1st Birthday Brinlee! One year ago today, I gave birth to my sweet Brinlee Jo. I can't believe it's already been a year. This year has been a rollercoaster of emotions. From the lowest of losing my Brinlee, to finding out we are having twin girls. I can't believe I've actually made it through a whole year. One year ago today, I would have never thought that life could go on, or that I was ever going to be able to laugh again, but with the Lord's help I did. I still struggle every day with wondering what Brinlee would be doing, or what she would look like, never knowing if I am going to cry my way through the entire day, or if I am going to be okay. But the fact is that I am doing it. I never knew the heartache a person could go through, until I've actually been there myself, or never knew the power of a mother's love until I held my daughter in my arms for the very first time. I love you Brinlee and can't wait until the day I get to see you again and get the opportuntiy to be with you forever.
